给 我喜欢的他

我曾经喜欢一个人

不短也不长 大概有四五年了

可能… 更久吧

当初只是单纯地欣赏他

原本以为从远方看他就已足够了

没有想到老天竟然跟我开了玩笑

在不知不觉中祂把我跟他的距离拉近了

从陌生人变成好朋友

一个无话不谈 关心彼此的 朋友…

他..是我的司机

愿意载我去每个地方

他..是我的日记

生活中发生的一切都想让他知道

他..是我的诉苦对象

每当遇到不开心的事的时候

第一个想到的人就是他

从来没有那个勇气告诉他

他对我来说是多么的重要

可能胆小的我 害怕从此以后将会失去他吧

一切的暧昧 总有一天会结束

一切的感情 总有一天要放弃

他….

算是我的初恋吗?

我….

可以把他当成我的初恋吗?

但 不可否认的是

这个朋友我偶尔会想念他

The Legend

Long ago, there was a bird, who sang but just once in her life,

From the moment she left the nest,

She searched the longest leaf for a thorn tree.

Never resting until she found one,

Then she began to sing,

More sweetly than any other creature on the face of the earth

But carry away in the rapturous honor song,

She impaled herself on the longest, sharpest thorn.

As she was dying, she rose above her own agony to out sing even the lark and the nightingale.

The thorn bird traded her life for that one song and the whole world was captured to listen!

And God, in His heaven smile~

And her very best brought out only of the of great pain,

Drives by the thorn, with no fear for her death to come,

But when we push the thorn into our breast,

We know….

We understand….

And still ... We choose the peak of the thorn……

传说。。

传说中，有一种鸟一生只唱一次，

当它离开巢窝的那一天起，

就永不停歇地寻找着世上最长的荆？。

当它找到时，就会将自己的胸膛朝着最长最尖的刺撞去，

在最深最刻苦中，引哼高歌，

而这样的歌声，超越了它自身的痛楚，

声音无与伦比，感人肺腑，

就连世人以为声音甜美的云雀或夜莺都不能与之相比。

刺鸟从不惧的降临，以它的生命作为换取世上最美丽的歌声的，

而当我们迎向最深刻的痛，

我们知道我们將无所畏惧，

因为，

     “唯有经历最深沉的痛楚，

               才能换取最美好的事物！“

Sometime our life is same like the singing bird

Still make that decision although knew that the worst might happen to us

Aren’t we?

Snow apple

This poem is dedicated to me from a friend

I got a bit touch  (^ ^)

You’re as soft as snow

Fall soft, and slow down towards the earth

Cold, as the quiet you

Fly to different distance and places

Fond of seeking own experience

And cold, if too long might cause death

As sadness can ruin your day

And as it goes away, sun will come out

The snow melts away

As when your sadness exchange with hope and happiness

You’re as sweet as an apple

Although the outer part might look hard

But in the inside you’re sweet

Provide health as you give comfort

‘An apple a day keeps the doctor away’

The importance of having you around everyday

As it can give me happiness and comfort

You’re as loving as a dolphin

Living a happy, simple life

Love among your family members

As a group of dolphins’ life

Care, love and protect each other

Facing all the problems together as you unite

A strong bond that can’t be break by anything

Snow, apple, dolphin

Nothing can describe you best but words

Yet it’s the best I can do

To appreciate someone special like you

Happy always…

                            ai-yin 1.13am@21/2/2008

The story behind of Canon D

很多人都喜欢卡农包括我本人，它的魅力就在于百听不厌，让人心情舒畅，无论心情好或是心情不好，都可以听卡农，无论何时，它都能让人平静。
 一首好听的曲子，一定有深厚的感情蕴含在里面吧？背后有一段感人的爱情故事吗？
在此，我想分享我在某网页看见与卡农相关的故事：

卡农Pachelbel的感人爱情故事
Pachelbel在他10几岁的时候，流浪到英国被英国一个小村庄的琴师收养，之后他天天听那个他弹琴，也学会了钢琴。
在他们旁边的镇上上有一个女孩子叫Barbara Gabler，家里有钱有势，Barbara Gabler也是镇上最漂亮的女孩，自从到教堂听Pachelbel弹的曲子，就爱上了他。很多有钱人上门向Barbara Gabler提亲都被拒绝了，因为Barbara Gabler心里只喜欢Pachelbel。但女孩比较害羞，从小被宠到大的Barbara Gabler一直不敢向Pachelbel表白，后来Barbara Gabler就找了个理由，说要去Pachelbel那里学钢琴，她对Pachelbel说自己热爱音乐，希望可以拜师学艺。Pachelbel很高兴的 收下了这个徒弟。
但Barbara Gabler的目的并不是弹琴，所以几乎不把精力花费在钢琴上，遭到了Pachelbel一再的责骂。Barbara Gabler心里委屈，但还是一直跟Pachelbel，希望Pachelbel能明白自己的心意。终于有一天Pachelbel对Barbara Gabler说：“你走吧，你真的不适合弹钢琴。而且你也不喜欢钢琴。”Barbara Gabler听后，对自己说：“不要说我不行！Pachelbel。我回去一定要好好弹琴，半年后我要拿到本地的钢琴第一名的！”半年里，Barbara Gabler天天练习，饿了就叫家里的佣人送些吃的，困了就趴着睡一会。半年一转眼就过去了，Barbara Gabler参加了比赛，果真的拿了奖。
Barbara Gabler想拿这个奖杯去Pachelbel向他表达自己的爱意，但Pachelbel已经走了。当时正值战乱，Pachelbel被征去打 仗，Barbara Gabler说：“好，我等他回来。”就这样Barbara Gabler等了Pachelbel3年多。
在这期间，村长的儿子看上Barbara Gabler 。村长的儿子很清楚Barbara Gabler已经心有所属，就叫人从前线运回来一具碎尸，说那就是Pachelbel，但没有人可以对证。Barbara Gabler相信Pachelbel真的已经死了，趴在尸体上哭了3天3夜。那时，村长的儿子买了很多的礼物去找Barbara Gabler提亲，Barbara Gabler没有理睬。
在3天后晚上，Barbara Gabler割腕自杀了。而Pachelbel在Barbara Gabler离开的半年里，他发现没有Barbara Gabler在身边，自己少了很多很多的快乐。Pachelbel在Barbara Gabler离开后才发现原来自己已经不知不觉地爱上了Barbara Gabler，只是因为她学琴不努力所以就埋没了对她的喜欢。当时他准备写一首歌，作为向Barbara Gabler求婚的礼物，当他完成了卡农的1/3的时候，他被招去打仗了。在战乱中，自己的生命多次都是九死一生，每当心中不舒服的时候都会想到 Barbara Gabler，想到教她弹琴的日子……那段时光真是值得怀念啊。之后他完成了卡农剩下的2/3。
在Barbara Gabler自杀后了第2个月，Pachelbel回到了村里。他从村民的口中知道了Barbara Gabler的故事和她为自己做的所有事后，他咆哮着，放声大哭。他找到了Barbara Gabler的家人，问她现在葬在哪。她家里人都不肯告诉Pachelbel，随后的一次礼拜，Pachelbel招集他们村和Barbara Gabler村上所有的人，他坐在钢琴前强忍着泪水，弹出了卡农“Canon(D Major)”。之后，在场的所有人都落泪了。

故事真的很感人肺腑，我希望卡农因此而被编造的。

但是在wikipedia关于Johann Pachelbel的词条里，有这样的描述: Pachelbel married twice during his stay in Erfurt. Barbara Gabler, daughter of the Stadt-Major of Erfurt, became his first wife, on October 25, 1681. The marriage took place in the house of the bride’s father. Unfortunately, both Barbara and their only son died in October 1683 during a plague. Pachelbel’s first published work, a set of chorale variations called Musicalische Sterbens-Gedancken (“Musical Thoughts on Death”, Erfurt, 1683), was probably influenced by this event.
从这段描述可以看出，Johann Pachelbel与Barbara Gabler于1681年成婚，Barbara Gabler因瘟疫而去世于1683年。Pachelbel的第一部出版作品Musical Thoughts on Death可能是因此而作的。
无论有没有这个虚构的爱情故事作为背景，卡农仍然是一部伟大的作品。
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Af372EQLck

The begining.... My life...

Did u ever wish..
Hoping to become extra-ordinary?
Had a extra-ordinary life??
I wish my life could be as simple as it can be.

Born in this family already made myself special then others
with the profession that i had choose

I don't think that myself can be SIMPLE as I thought
its not to blame my family cause

I LOVE and proud with my family so much

and I guess that's not a big deal.

I only want a simple life

that's very important to me

even though sometimes I'm very unpredictable.

For the coming stories that I will post in this blog

it will show the stories of my life

maybe not complete

but it will show some puzzle of my life.

At last, 

welcome to My Stories, My Life